Nope, sorry. My brain is strange and can handle what I'm doing more easier than animation.
1) EVERY brain is strange. We all learn in our own unique ways. I have 9 kids, but all 9 had their own strengths & weaknesses. How we explained it to one child wouldn't work for the others. Meagan picked up reading w Beka Blue-Backed Speller fast. Alex needed "Hooked on Phonics". Hannah was struggling w math until we tried "Common Core", then it clicked.
3 verses that emphasize this point:
1 Corinthians 10:13 (NASB)
"No temptation has overtaken you but such as is COMMON to man; ..."
This 1st verse reminds us that your challenge is SHARED. You are NOT going through this alone. Other people have your same challenges and excel.
Mark 8:34 (NASB)
... “If anyone wishes to come after Me, he must deny himself, and take up his cross and follow Me."
This 2nd verse reminds us that even as the cross did NOT stop Jesus from carrying on w His mission, our person challenge shouldn't stop us either.
Hebrews 12:2 (NASB)
"fixing our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of faith, who for the JOY set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God."
This 3rd verse explains how Jesus overcame His literal cross: He looked beyond the temporary suffering to the eternal reward.
As you mature, you will become ready. Maybe not today, but soon.