So in my situation. It's not about feeling or thinking negative and hopeless; it's like a permanent cloud in my brain that's so bad I can't even think and absolutely have to force myself to function. It's actually so bad that I have to remember to breathe sometimes, if that even makes sense? I've zoned out so hard that I forgot to breathe, lol
I wake up early, I eat fairly well (could be improved for sure), and I walk about 6 miles a day, sometimes 8 to 10 on my days off, some of which is inclined. I pray, I have hobbies, I take care of my family, chickens, dog, etc. I'm outside in the sun a lot, so I get lots of fresh air and sunshine. I'm also super grateful to have the family, friends, and pets I have. I don't walk around all day with negative, hopeless feelings necessarily. But my brain feels foggy, I get very irritable, and I can't focus.
Nothing outside of Lexapro helps. I'm super sensitive to medications and even vitamins. I have chronic pain due to a few health issues. I don't take any pain medication or other medications for that or for anything else. And I've had this deep depression long before the chronic pain ever got this bad.
My doctor told me that if my body responds positively to the antidepressants, then I have a chemical imbalance. I'm not sure if that's true or not? But I do respond well to a low-dose antidepressant.
If anyone has any advice based on that information, I'd appreciate it. I'd like to one day be completely off of the antidepressant because it causes weight gain and makes losing weight nearly impossible.