So I have had a lot of problems.
These are very legitimate problems.
But I do not think my professor can understand them, that is I do not think I can explain it, because it could be misunderstood. i can only explain certain portions of it and because of that the situation could seem trivial but really it is extreme.
I will just say that in the big picture I am not the problem it is other people but I cannot violate confidentiality and because I cannot violate confidentiality there is no way to explain it other than in vague terms. In a sense it is how I respond to other people but ..... there are simply some situations in which although there is a theoretical best response almost no one even among the best of people will handle the situation inflicted upon them by someone else in a good way. I did say almost so please do not correct me. (by the way I am not talking about people who I talk to online so please do not think I am blaming any of you.)
Before I was really really hard on my self because I got almost no progress done on a Thesis for 6 to 12 months.
But when I thought about the situation more there were actually very good reasons.
From what I remember from what some people (other than my adviser told me) I have no due dates other than some large number of years like 5 years to graduate so I am not behind a due date in one sense, but in another I should have made more progress by now.
I have been really afraid of talking to my professor at this point.
Pray that the professor will not say even one angry thing to me.
I just already have had a crushed spirit enough, it will only make it harder if my professor is angry.
These are very legitimate problems.
But I do not think my professor can understand them, that is I do not think I can explain it, because it could be misunderstood. i can only explain certain portions of it and because of that the situation could seem trivial but really it is extreme.
I will just say that in the big picture I am not the problem it is other people but I cannot violate confidentiality and because I cannot violate confidentiality there is no way to explain it other than in vague terms. In a sense it is how I respond to other people but ..... there are simply some situations in which although there is a theoretical best response almost no one even among the best of people will handle the situation inflicted upon them by someone else in a good way. I did say almost so please do not correct me. (by the way I am not talking about people who I talk to online so please do not think I am blaming any of you.)
Before I was really really hard on my self because I got almost no progress done on a Thesis for 6 to 12 months.
But when I thought about the situation more there were actually very good reasons.
From what I remember from what some people (other than my adviser told me) I have no due dates other than some large number of years like 5 years to graduate so I am not behind a due date in one sense, but in another I should have made more progress by now.
I have been really afraid of talking to my professor at this point.
Pray that the professor will not say even one angry thing to me.
I just already have had a crushed spirit enough, it will only make it harder if my professor is angry.